I saw him today! He was right in front of me! Telling me that he loves us and don't want us to be sad! He was so beautiful so happy! He though me that each times he saw a fan crying he cries more than he ever cry in his all life! He tells me everything about his broken heart when he saw his fiancé right in front of him dying inside when she understand that her future husband was dead! I cry all the rest of my tears! He tries to hug me but than he disappears! I was alone on my bed! My pillows full of tears! He was gone! Again! But this time, my heart stays inside of me! It was more difficult! When I finally stop crying, my inside was calm! It helps me to say goodbye for real this time!
I was very very Happy for once since the big new. I had my headphones I was walk and then I heard zayn's voices and it hit me again, zayn is gone! And He's not going to be at the concert.. It's hit me there Where I have All my feelings! My stomac was so hurt! My eyes full of tears, my cheeks SO red because i was crying and I thought How much it´s was tof when it was Cory and now I know the reason it´s hurt me so much ; It´s remember me the dead of cory!! Yes i'm really sad for zayn and it´s hurt me! But it´s Also reminds me Cory.. I dont know! I know it was for his own good but whats good for one is not good for another! Cory dont leave like a looser, He leaves after save tousand of lives, He leaves in a heros rôle! And you know what? Zayn too! He leave like a hero because he saves lifes too! Yes some people kill themself because of That but the one who rest are so Happy because He can finaly be him.. Just the little boy from Bradford who cant dance but have a such beautiful voice!
Hi guys, I know that nobody knows me but I want to let you know that I'm gonna post a "Larry Stylinson Repertory" and I'm gonna criticize every fiction that I'm gonna read :) have a good day BIG LOVE <3